Did I forget Something? Before my trip, I was busy with activity trying to do laundry and gather belongings to take with me. My husband usually distracts me with suggestions while I'm doing all this, but this time he was silent. He is learning to just let me do my thing. He knows that I... Continue Reading →
Changing Priorities
Life requires us to change priorities. I have had to change and adjust my priorities because I cannot do what I used to do. I feel like I'm under house arrest sometimes. My shackles are my body. When I do go out I seem to have a timer that goes off inside my body that... Continue Reading →
Letting Go
I have major control issues. One of those areas is finance. I pay the bills each month. I set up our monthly budget. I have earned the trust of my husband to take care of these matters. This has been my job as manager and administrator of our household. It's rewarding when things are going... Continue Reading →
Crime
Recently it seems I have been so close to crime happening. I had gone to the bank and withdrawn a larger amount of cash than usual, which I needed for something specific. Even the teller was saying, "be careful with that." Before going home I went to a coffee shop to get my tea supply... Continue Reading →
She’s Growing Up
My daughter is growing up. She just celebrated her 9th birthday. That's halfway to adulthood. And if I remember right from having the boys, the second half goes faster. Oh Lord, how do I make the most of my time with her? How do I make sure I impress on her the important things in... Continue Reading →
Scattered Pieces
Oh God, please help me hold on a little longer in this situation until it's time for change. My hearts wants everything solved. Everything to be in neat rows. But it's not. My situation looks as if all the pieces just got thrown into the air and they've landed all over the floor. What was... Continue Reading →